Dylan Cartlidge - PTSD

[Verse 1]
Hear me
Kinda decided that
Ain't no chosen path
In this life you write fiction, ain't the strangest fact
It'll [?] lookin' like a maniac
In a solar system like a jerked open paperback
Yo, hold there, stop, who goes
This is not your time, let me rock these shows
Shades and the comb, keep the trapdoor closed
'Cause I know on the other side there's a black hole
Tell me there's a world where we can undеrstand it both ways
I don't know this time
Yeah, I don't know this

[Bridge]
Herе I am again inside your arms once more
Seeing things that used to be beyond control
Won't you let me go
Won't you leave me
Let it go
Won't you leave me
You deserve a happiness forever more
Figures in the picture of a lighted show
Won't you let me go
Won't you leave me
Let me go
Won't you leave me

[Chorus]
I gotta go (I gotta go)
I gotta leave (I gotta leave)
'Cause you won't hold me with old memories
I gotta go (I gotta go)
PTSD (I gotta leave)
'Cause you won't hold me with old memories

[Verse 2]
Yo, this is your captain speakin'
Turbulence ahead, I'll be back for the weekend
A smile is a beacon, eyes are the sequin
Glitter isn't gold if I keep the sauce -
Ahem
Wait
Peekin' round the corner for a nose that I ruined
Gave a froze, [?]
That was those guys?
Click click, change the channel back
This is my life
Who writes my lines
This is wack with the hindsight
Wake up in the morning, I'm alive
Feelin' low from the people in my life
I be singin' in the shower like a bride
From a romcom that just found Mr. Right
I'm skippin' down as sweet as I arrived
My imagination carryin' me on a vibe
As I'm dancin' by the brightest side with nothing left to care

[Chorus]
I gotta go (I gotta go)
I gotta leave (I gotta leave)
'Cause you won't hold me with old memories
I gotta go (I gotta go)
PTSD (I gotta leave)
'Cause you won't hold me with old memories