Trivial Shields - Levity

Did I lose something, always looking back?
I guess I relied on some unkind stories, but they’re
In the past, let it go again.
Watch the rain falling, every droplet is displaced.
Is it a sign or is there no rhyme, or reason for it,
I don’t know but I’ve been searching.

And in this solitude where I’ve learned to dream,
I awake at night as the shore recedes.
In a little boat bashing on the reef, praying for
Some levity.

I though I saw your face, somewhere looking past.
I can’t believe all we have seen, it’s slipping
Through our silence and the space between us.

And I wanna say I’ll forgive myself in time.
I know I’m just afraid, to let go of the need to
Redeemed.

And in this solitude where I’ve learned to dream,
I awake at night as the shore recedes.
In a little boat bashing on the reef, praying for
Some levity.

I wanna know which way is out,
I wanna shake my former self,
I wanna scream at time
“alright, I’ve lost the fight.”
And in this solitude where I’ve learned to dream,
I awake at night as the shore recedes, in a little
Boat crashing on the reef, praying for some levity.